I got my facebook account deleted recently with no reason given and this could have potentialy been a bad trigger for me in the past as I kind of used it as a bit of a crutch and my main communication with the world with all of my posts about the weird things that have happened with the NHS ever since I started to talk about mental health nutrition.
I also lost 6 months of rap and so much information I had in different groups I created and genuinely hundreds of hours of work stored in these groups
My zilch card also suddenly has stopped working for many things that it has worked for many times in the past with zilch being a way you can buy things and spread payments
This has stopped me doing many things that were previously routine and stopped me buying the food I normaly get from certain farms and butchers to help me eat well and also stopped me buying a computer and going to a festival
This may sound like nothing but it has had a big impact on my life and I feel like now my spending has been limited and the tech people cant give me a good reason why and this in nearly every case is a payment that I have made many times before and it makes no sense why all of a sudden some things works and some dont with this zilch
I have had my mental welness team worker who I had for many years changed on my abbruptly and without discussion or a final call or anything after years of her being the only help I have had from any mental health organisation.
I am under benefit review which I wasnt expecting till march but as always with these am prepared for the worst even though it should be fine as there has been no change in the condition
I have also been having issues with the NHS and have had big issues with them seeming to be on a mission to make me react and make my condition worse via tactics of ignoring me, telling me I have never been on a waiting list and many other things over the past year which have ended up with apoligies and meetings from them for the poor handling of me and I have accepted that these may be just coincidence but the reality is their actions have made my mental health decline over the past year
I had complaints against them going on and twice the CIC who is an agency set up to help people complain have fucked me over with the first one simply not putting a complaint in when I told her to which was agreed via complaint that she was in the wrong and then the next one was on a mission to delay and try to disuade me from putting in the complaints against the local mental health NHS services for their apparent gaslighitng of me alongside giving me the very minimal care possible.
So at my end its been a feeling of gaslighting and tactical agenda against me to make my mental health worse via both the denial of the stuff that makes me well such as supplements, festivals and meat ect---
I felt like I got noticed when I started talking about gluten and how they possibly use it as something of an addictor with the food and one that has a really powerful effect on the brains of many people including myself
I want to spread mental health mental health nutrition knowledge and how to eat for the brain and have been writing a book and was trying to set up a CIC that did workshops but got sidetracked with an urge to do a tune about gluten
I have genuinely been slowly silenced bit by bit on facebook and my posts which used to get lots of interactions slowly got less and less and I noticed this very much as it is my main form of interaction with the world and was saying this was happening and also that I feared the goal was to delete my account so now it has happened is triggering and the way in wich facebook can just close an account is not right with no reason given or right to appeal
I think they should assume everyone has mental health issues with these accounts and the impact that they may have by taking somebodies information from them so suddenly with no reason given
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